Gettin' Cold

Haiiiii! Okay so I'm sitting here freezing right now and I love it. I'm so excited for the holiday season and just spending time with the family and the boyfriend. Still working at Peter Becker. Makes me want to kill myself because I have to work every god damn day for 3 hours and I still only make 235 every two weeks. I need a new job so bad I can't afford life anymore. Went shopping last week with Richard and the mall just sucked. My shoes weren't in my size and I just wanted to cry but atleast I got him his shirt he's wanted. We went to the outlets after I finished work and that was much more fun. This week is going by so slow. I do the same thing every day. Wake up; Do school; Go to work; Gym; Sleep. I like the weekends so much more because atleast Richard's here and we do stuff together. The nights are always the worst because i get so cold and I just want to cuddle into my warm boyfriend. I really need a car so I can go see him during the week. It's rough going a whole week without him. When you realize someone is your life you don't want to be without them. I can't stop playing Gears 2 either. I'm obsessed with Horde and it's killing my life that I don't have haha. I'm trying to think of something fun Richard and I could do for a day. I want to go to New York so bad but without a car that's impossible. Maybe in December I can find a car and we can go there for shopping because it's so beautiful when its close to Christmas. Miss those days :]. Alright well I guess I should pay attention in class now. This blog is boring and pointless. MUCH LAYTA.

Obama '08

So as we all know Barack Obama is now elected the 44th president. I feel like some people are looking past the actual history that we've made here! Last night Barack said it himself; the blacks came over here first in chains slaving to our every word and now look! A black man himself is running our country. This is just an amazing time and a very hopeful start. I have so much faith in this man and I have no doubt he's going to clean up the mess that we've started. I've decided that along with a change in the world it is time for a change in myself. I feel like I've almost let myself go and it kind of sucks. I'm going to start going to the gym again &taking care of myself better. I need a new change to my hair too and as soon as I get the money that's going to happen to. &of course a nice shopping day to feed into my addiction. Everything else in life has been good. I've had a weird last couple of days with Richie but I've just been a grumpy head and I'm feeling much better now. I don't get to see him this weekend which kind of sucks but at the same time I know we need to spend time with our friends. Still makes me sad though. I think I've found a new job which will be nice to have money and a car for once right?! Well with that I'm out to do some school. <3